JOLENE-"

JAR

2009-07-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

I have friends, yeah i do. But i don't know... whether...

Like, one stays with you because their other friend stays with you,

or,

one stays with you because they have no better friend in school, and doesn't often contact you after school hours,

or,

one who you know is a real friend, but you don't like them.

Oh, blimey.

2009-06-18T16:11:00.002+08:00

2009-05-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

I have friends who need to see this;

Okay i'm at Ritz now, been using the laptop since 7, then from 9 till now. I brought my tuition homework along but i can't concentrate enough to take it out of my bag.
I can't believe i'm saying this, but... O-levels are creeping up on monday! Ugh!
Save ~~Our~~ My Souls!

2009-05-23T12:21:00.003+08:00

I don't understand why Nico Rosberg tops the qualifyings always, but can't get a podium finish on raceday. I think it's ironic. :/

Hahhah i'm having a fun time msn-ing with jonathan, talking about primary school. And he asked me if i wanted to catch Night at the Museum 2 with his geeky friends. Hahhah wth man!

2009-04-13T22:59:00.001+08:00

MY NEW EMAIL,

chequeredfilmadora@hotmail.com

just an update huh. (:

2009-03-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Huh.
I just finished the maths online homework. Miraculous, in two ways - that i actually did homework, and i that i got 80% for it.

There's something irksome and disgusting on my phone screen, jasmine says there's a problem with it.
Black lines and dots.
Looking at small little dots close together but not touching, makes me shudder.
Ugh.

I have a sudden urge to scream someone's name. Deep breath...
NICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hmph.

Uh, no, this picture doesn't mean anything, nothing.

Anyway, do you know that 'RACECAR' spelt backwards, is still 'racecar'?
Teehee. :D

chaotic order

2009-01-10T16:24:00.003+08:00

I feel like changing my url. Again.
But i can't think of anything.

:S

I'm too lazy to do things nowadays. Or correction, i'm always lazy.
Argh.

Oh Jake. My little friend.
Hahhah, embarassing moments. :P

2009-01-04T16:36:00.003+08:00

I'm reading Midnight Sun now, although it's a draft but it's still really great!

It's horribly long but it's fine with me because i don't like good stories to end.

Well i think that Stephenie Meyer shouldn't let the negativities and whatnots affect her, and finish writing Midnight Sun.

Oohh and i have the Twilight soundtrack in my hands now! I kind of knew it was released, but i didn't know it was released here. Anyway, i only recognise 3 tracks from the movie. :S

My favourite is still Muse's though. Heehee. :D

A new school week, a new school year, and exams supposedly of an ordinary level thrown in. I really don't know why, but i'm fairly excited. Heehee. Probably later into the year i'll come to think of myself silly.

2008-12-03T17:01:00.015+08:00

i've adopted stars! but not officially. heeheeheeheeee. :P

it's these 3 little stars in a row that i like so much that i always see during a clear night.

bit hard to see here.

hospital attatchment, is not really boring, and not really interesting.

but there's always a laugh or two or more each day.

there's this luqman guy who's with benjamin and edward and i too. it's lucky he's not a boring guy, hahhah.

i dread ATC.

but good thing i'm not going for ZPN; i'm going hongkong!

yay, aeroplane!

good riddance, st.john! hohohoho.

i have pictures to post! but i'm beginning to feel that my photos are becoming uglier. since i don't really take photos often nowadays. ahhhh, disaster looms!

familiar? heeheeheeheeee.

CHRISTMAS IS NEAR! HOHOHOHO! YAY.

2008-11-18T11:12:00.001+08:00

Cómo ocurrieron los melocotones, la parte 1

Final de un período de los clase. Cada uno iba a su clase siguiente. Era el pasado, porque era lento embalar. La gente volvía.
" Volver a tu propia clase, " él murmuró en un tono ofensivo, dirigiéndolo obviamente hacia mí. Él se sentó delante de mí durante ese período antes.
Me dieron una sacudida eléctrica, porque nunca hablamos antes, tan allí no era ninguna razón de él para hablarme como eso. Huffed apagado, sintiendo una punzada del odio el burbujear dentro de mí.

2008-11-18T10:36:00.002+08:00

OMGGG, THERE'S TWEENIES ON OKTO!

nicole just told me, i thought she was joking when she said it's on.

I LOVE TWEENIES! hahhah, really! since primary school. i thought i wouldn't get a chance to see it ever again on tv, and i'm not counting on youtube, because i'm prejudiced against it. i have their book also! dad bought it for me when i was in primary four.

i used to like Fizz. but right now, no specific person (person?).

.

i skipped training today because i have friction burns (?) and sores on my arms. not that serious, however. :D

2008-11-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

i like this james bond theme song! hahhah.
it's not lame okay!

i took lots of photos recently, i want to post them soon.

(:

2008-11-05T10:51:00.008+08:00

♥

Nicholas Eric Rosberg

♥

2008-11-04T11:28:00.002+08:00

it's social studies lesson now, and mr.aj thinks we're doing his work but actually we're not - the customary procedure.
our eyes - shut or open - seemingly on the textbook and minds somewhere else, roaming around fantasies and dreams, probably.

"no computers are allowed, turn them off," mr.aj said at the start of the lesson.
oh well.

the thought and fact that there's training after school always bring my day down.

2008-11-03T16:04:00.003+08:00

okay so the 'long long next time' wasn't that long.

.
.
wahhhh and i'm happy today! because jasmine snapped shots of my peach!
thanks jasmineeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeee! can't post them here because something catastrophically disastrous might happen.
teeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeeeeeeee.
.

.
.
arghhh! rebekah's got the tinkling musical thing that i want! and 2 to speak of!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
.
watching quantum of solace (did i spell it correctly?) on wednesday! not very excited though. hahhah.
oohhh and i have chinese tuition on thursday. to make things worse, it's not private. ):

2008-11-01T22:57:00.008+08:00

ohhh, nico's tee finally arrived, like a few days ago.

fits me to a t! hehheh.

did some monkey business at school on friday.

and my hands got dirty after that.

more, now leaving behind dirty and suspicious trails of shoeprints on the wall. which hopefully, will not get traced out.

my eyes look so fake here - to me - by the way.

oh! and AHHHHHHHHH! i have something to rant and throw my tantrum about!

apparently, they're going to build the race track in changi! like permanently, obviously. that means the edge of singapore, and that means no more ritz carlton!

AHHHHHHHHHH!

i'm going to complain to someone to stop this absurd thought before it's put into action! sentosa is a more proper place, don't you think?

yes, you do.

ahhh, and something totally irrelevant;

isn't nature pleasant to the eyes? hahhah. i mean, really.

goodbye, for now. until next time, a long long next time probably.

2008-10-23T22:35:00.004+08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you

I closed my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through the crowd and say hello

Little did I know

That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you, please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say yes

Romeo save me - they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story - baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story - baby just say yes

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

blue, in your honour (:

2008-10-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

i'm just worried i'll let down and disappoint my mum, is all.
this time, i'll let her take away my psp, ground me, throw me in a million tuition centres - whatever she wants to do. because i know i'm in the wrong. anything to let her not be mad at me, and probably forgive me.
and i'll just roam around my house, doing nothing.

but i'll have to stay one more year in freaking st.john.

i don't want to retain! hahhah, but it's too late.
but i'm willing to do anything, ANYTHING, to get me promoted to sec4 express.
please.
and i also hope amirah won't retain.

i bet nico didn't ever retain when he was schooling. what if he dislikes amd looks down on retainees?
no. no, don't let that happen. don't.

fuck.

2008-10-15T16:10:00.001+08:00

i need my daily dose of nico.

waking me up on tuesday wasn't enough you know. hahhah.

<3,>

2008-10-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh, alonso got first again. ._.
followed by robert then kimi.
aiya, i think nico got 11th place. but hahhah, hamilton's behind him.
nevermind. (:

yay, NICO!

swimming with A and J tomorrow. excited!

2008-10-12T01:31:00.002+08:00

its 12th october 2008, sunday.

so guess what?

its RACEDAY.

i didn't watch the qualifyings yesterday, because i forgot!

ahhhh! but nico got 15th.

i hope the same thing happens to him like what happened to fernando in singapore. hahhah, that would be really sweet.

all the best nico (:

2008-10-11T22:25:00.006+08:00

yay! exams are finally over, can relax already!

went to make my ic after school on friday. i asked the woman at the counter if i could collect my ic myself, because i didn't want anybody touching it before i do (except for the people involved because that's unavoidable). then she said cannot! due to some reasons that i was too annoyed to hear.

after that our family went to amara, at sentosa, because my mum wanted to find her friend and to show us somebody that she said she knew but we didn't believe her, because he's sort of famous in a way.
then mum's friend showed up, with the-guy-that-she-said-she-knew-but-we-didn't-believe-her-because-he-is-sort-of-famous-in-a-way. then she asked us, "see? you believe now?" and she laughed.
yeah yeah we believed. then the guy said he was very paiseh. hahhah.

then mum's friend showed us arount the resort/hotel when the guy went somewhere to do some stuffs i think (tell you who he is later!).
more photos, less talk.

one of the pools. can jump off the edge onto hard, solid land anytime. heh.

sentosa's peacocks trespassing (not really) and roaming around.

squrriel! up high. i used flash, hence its eyes are like that.

a suite entrance.

out of the suite, but still the suite. i like! but inside, the suite's small and crampy, not enough space for me to run about. ritz-carlton's like, two and a half times bigger? and a better view too. ._.

i know the photos are too big, i accidentally clicked large when uploading photos. but whatever.

aww crud, my camera's battery's flat. so i couldn't upload the rest of the pictures, and reveal who the guy is. hahhah.
next time then!

2008-10-09T20:21:00.007+08:00

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2008-10-09T14:23:00.008+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY-DAY YESTERDAY:

when i was leaving home for school, my grandmother wished me a happy birthday, then she gave me a red packet (which i could feel a $50 note inside), accompanied with some usual naggings.
blah blah blah.
a-math paper was tough! i thought that on my birthday, the paper wouldn't that difficult, hehheh.
after school rebekah treated me to mcgriddles! then when we finished amirah came along. at half past eleven, rebekah needed to go for her dentist appointment. after that decided to catch 'the house bunny' at two fifteen.
the movie was funny, i totally liked the bimbotic-ness. hahhah.

then i went home and bathed and went out with my family for my birthday dinner, at hard rock cafe. then on the way, my mum told me, "you know today when i called to make a reservation, the person answered and said 'hello, good afternoon, how may i rock your world?', wah i thought what happened leh."
i found it funny, because, you know, it was unusual.

i noticed that the waiters had nice uniforms - well not exactly that nice, since it's all black down - but i only liked their badges. the cafe was fairly empty.

the big, inaccurate clock behind from where i was seated.

a picture from the menu.

halfway through the dinner (frankly speaking, which wasn't all that nice), i saw little kids having helium balloons. i wanted one too, because i wanted to go home and suck it in and hear how my voice would sound like. hahhah.
then my mum asked for one from a waiter, and i said i wanted a yellow balloon when he asked me what colour i wanted. then my sister, being very extra, added to the waiter that it was my birthday. i hated celebrating my birthay in restaurants because in any way, it would be embarassing and also, the cafe was getting packed.
then i got a heart attack and was sent to the hospital.

no i was just joking, hahhah.
but i almost died becasue my heart was beating too fast and the suspense was killing me.
then a while later the DJ said, "let's give a hand for jolene, who's celebrating her birthday today."
then people were clapping, and looking around to see where on earth jolene was.
two waiters came to the table, holding a sundae and an unlighted candle. one waiter wished me a happy birthday and poked the candle into the sundae and lighted it, the other was holding to a polaroid camera.

this is the conversation i had with first waiter (kind of vague because i was too nervous to remember);
waiter: "hey, jolene happy birthday."
me: "uh, thank you."
waiter: "now, could you please stand up?"
me: "huh?! what for??"
waiter: "just stand up."
me: "no! what for? can i not?"
waiter: "okay, then either you stay here, or you go up to the stage."
me: "what? no way! i'll stand here then." (stands up unwillingly)
waiter: "now, hold this (sundae), and step up to your chair" (hands sundae to me)
me: (takes it) "what?? no no, i'll just stand here like that."
waiter: "nevermind lah, just stand"
okay, i didn't know what happened in between here, but i found myself standing on the chair.
waiter: "okay now, shout out to everybody, 'could everyone please sing me a birthday song?'"

by everyone, he meant to everyone in the cafe. i guess i was at me wits' end, so i listened and barely croaked it out. then the waiter sung, followed by my family. my mum took pictures, but i wouldn't post them here. the second waiter snapped a photo too.
after everything, i fell to my chair. my family didn't help by laughing the whole way. ._.

mudpie! actually more of ice-creamy instead of cakey.

whoa, so embarassing. but i didn't get the balloon!
after dinner my mum and i went to the rock shop and she bought me a hoodie! hehheh.

then when we exited the cafe down the flight of steps, i missed a step, my ankle was twisted for one second and i almost sprained it. i kept laughing at myself, hahhah.

the picture i took before clumsiness took over.

after i recovered from myself.

then we went home.

and of course not breaking my usual tradition; my birthday cookie (strictly only from mrs.fields, because all the other cookie stores suck) instead of a cake!

i can't bear to eat it because
1) i don't know where to start
2) i don't want to destroy the cookie

yay, tomorrow's the last day of exams, and i'm getting back my PSP!!! FINALLY, i've been waiting to play those new games. :D

actually, my mum wanted me to make my ic today, then after that i wanted to go to my mum's workplace to see something concerning nico rosberg (!!), but i couldn't because of unforseen circumstances.
ahhhhhh, nico!

eleven more months until i see you.

2008-10-08T00:12:00.003+08:00

ey! its my birthday already! i sort of forgot until jasmine sent me a birthday message. hahhah. (:

but i'm not a bonafide fifteen yet, until 1245 in the morning. hahhah, very specific, i know. (:
hm, i don't feel any different from before. -.-

happy birthday to me

(blue in honour of NICO!)

2008-10-07T21:53:00.005+08:00

tomorrow's my birthday!

finally, after so long.
and it's a-maths paper tomorrow also. hehheh, i hope something good would turn out of it. (:

i love nico rosberg! FOREVER!

2008-10-02T02:26:00.007+08:00

OHMYGOD what am i doing here?!?
i'm supposed to be asleep, or cramming for the exams, but oh-no i'm lamely suring the web and supposedly blogging. -.-

well whatever i thought this was really cool (even though its one year old), except for the old man at the last part; what's up with that anyway?

guess what, i'm feeling funny, because i'm not doing anything for the exams, which are like, next week. i'm only more worried about the bio and chem and geography. technically, tomorrow's geog and bio paper2, and i haven't even picked up my textbooks yet.

exams, they're such a bummer.

2008-10-01T19:21:00.005+08:00

I LOVE F1, EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

BUT MOST OF ALL,

I LOVE NICO ROSBERG!
hehehehe.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

wheeeeeee!

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2008-09-11T20:47:00.006+08:00

today i had tuition after school.

my tuition teacher kept saying,

"you look super bored today."

"why do you look so bored?"

"you're spacing out, nevermind nevermind, tuition's ending soon."

"bear with it okay? ending soon."

and the worst one of all,

"are you okay? you look like you're going to cry."

every tuition, my tutor keeps saying i look bored, but today is the first time that he said so many times and exaggerated. hahhah.

today mr.teo came to class for jasmine, telling her that she needed to go to some clinic for a check-up. malnutrition, apparently. but actually it's quite obvious from the outside already, hahhah.

my mum got a job offer at sentosa resort! vice-president hahhah! of purchasing lah, not the whole resort. heh. each job just gets better. :D but she's still considering. -_-

woah got new ipod nano leh! hehheh, i knew there would be a new generation sooner or later. yay yay yay yay yay yay yay. woah but so many colours, i don't know which to fantasize on. definitely not black, silver, pink, blue or purple. so there's left green, yellow, orange and red. green and orange are like, uhhh. then red is all over, everywhere. yellow..... it used to be my favourite colour, because i liked lala from teletubbies. hahhah. :D i want ipod nano! jasmine, add that on my present list!

exams are near. ahh.

2008-09-04T12:38:00.007+08:00

there's a 2-hour nco meeting before training tomorrow, and tuition 1 and a half hour later.
haiya, so sian.

yesterday's sp event was okay.
there was this guy in the auditorium on the stage who said, "one fun fact; it takes 34 seconds to run from the mrt station to the - (gathering place i think, i didn't catch that word) -. so you can tap out of dover at 0659 (is it 0659? or 0759?) and reach school on time" :D
after that there was a buffet, and amirah and siti and syuhaidah didn't eat, because they were fasting. i didn't eat much, because no one ate with me. at then, i wished jasmine were there. :D

then we saw benjamin! we thought he didn't turn up.
siti went to course A, accountancy- uh, something. syuhaidah went to course G, biomedical.. ey, stuff like that. amirah, benjamin and i went to course I!
there were 3 different courses from course I; something-that-i-couldn't-remember, applied drama and psychology, and media communications - or somewhat like that. 3 of us chose the second one. amirah wanted the third one initially - apparently she wanted to be famous. hahhah. but, with my overwhelming power of convincing.................. yah you can guess. :D

in the classroom, we were in groups of four - 3 of us, and a daniel from queensway - plus a facilitator - wee peng. daniel looked like a buddist-or-christian-or-freethinker kinda guy, but he's muslim! so he's fasting. hahhah, unexpected.
then we did stuffs like analysing photos, and freeze frames! i like freeze frames. i had little to say for analysing the photo, and wee peng said if it were picture conversation, i would fail (fyi, he said it in a light-hearted way, not in a fierce way, phew.) i failed my actual picture conversation anyway (i think) - mr.derek tan said it was like trying to squeeze water out from a stone. :\

haiya anyway, skip to the good parts.

next,

we were at student hub @ moberly (which sounded like a old folks home, if not for the 'student hub'). then we get to karoke! but we didn't sing, because there were many other schools' students. then the concert started at the centre stage area, then amirah, syuhaidah and i went to see, leaving benjamin behind with some other school people.
the concert was okay. there were dances (much better than our school's one) and a band called 'A Greyscale Theory'. the band was great, the lead singer looked like he couldn't sing, but it turned out he was awesome. (:
then 4 of us - plus siti - went back to the karoke room to find benjamin. he was in there with the same people, then after a while they left, leaving the room all to us! yay, hahhah. :D
siti sang, and of course benjamin. amirah sang a little, but i couldn't hear! syuhaidah and i didn't sing. :P
i asked amirah to try beatboxing. she sucked! wahhahhahhah.
then at 1830, an old man came into the room to tell us to stop or something like that, because the room was booked till then. so everyone went home. siti took the bus home, syuhaidah and amirah, and benjamin and i went on different lines. then i found out benjamin was staying around my area.
and i took photos (very little)!

and videos!

ignore that extra thing below the video ^ , i don't know how to get rid of it. anyway, there were errors in putting up the next two videos, so go to amirah's blog and watch!

bye bye.

2008-09-03T08:43:00.010+08:00

I REALLY MISS LONDON.

yesterday amirah asked me to send her some photos. so i was viewing viewing viewing them, and i suddenly had this strong burst of nostalgia. ):
i miss london so much that i could cry. ):
in fact, even before we left london and were at the heathrow airport, i was already missing london. ):
i want to study in london after my o-levels, but my mum wouldn't let me. ):

i missed waking up to seagulls. i remembered the first morning, while i was still in bed, upon hearing something, i asked the room if there were seagulls outside. then jinyan pulled up the curtains, looked outside and nodded her head. then i was happy. for no reason.

the flowers at dalefort were so pretty.

and i missed making small little bouquets.

i also missed making wishes on these!

i wonder how he's doing. (:

carolyn's lessons were indescribable.

the ten year olds too! they were wild.

especially edward. :D

the ducklings ain't ugly!

picture perfect buildings.

shopping?

london's for real.

(:

2008-09-02T16:56:00.007+08:00

i love holidays. but everytime when holidays come around, i'll have nothing to do. -_-

was at orchard road yesterday, and realised that BLG were at heeren. so i went to see.
the stage was small and there wasn't much of a crowd, so the distance between them and i weren't that far. (:
too bad i'm not a huge fan, or i would have passed out. hahhah.

i like the two on the left, or make that three. but i don't know who they are. :D
the one on the right talks the most. is he the lead singer? -.-

going singapore poly for some course with amirah tomorrow, and maybe benjie. i don't know if he will turn up.

i'm bored.

2008-07-11T21:29:00.005+08:00

i haven't blogged in what, weeks already ah.
didn't get a chance to use the computer since the london trip. hah.

i went to cut my hair on youth day! so short! i went to school the next day, and everyone was gasping or shocked or something else lah. some people say i look better with the current hairstyle, some people prefer the one last time. ._.

PEOPLE'S REACTION:
arjun said i looked like a walking barbie doll! hahhah, still good right. hah. :D
libin said i looked better. he thought i thought he was joking, so he kept repeating. XD
norio, billy and sean laughed at me! they called me "zhu ge liang de mei mei"! ahhahhah.
kai leun and hilmi also laughed at me, accompanied by their friendly sarcasms.
boo ken said i would look better if i cut botak! also he said i looked like that evil woman from indiana jones! ahhhh.
i wonder how timothy will react... hahhah timothy so cute!
xinyi, sharon and cindy said i looked like willy wonka! D:
once, xinyi was searching for me, and she didn't see me that i was right in front of her. ._.
then amirah, jasmine and rebekah said i looked like a small girl, makes me feel like i'm a freaking big baby lor! hahhah.
charmaine said i looked kawaii! yay hehheh.
phyllis and joy said i looked like the ajisen girl. ._.
huiying said the hairstyle was unsuitable for me, jessica didn't recognise me.
ms. kong was stumped for words i guess.
siti said i looked like a character from anime cartoon!
then the rest just asked me why i cut my hair............. blahblah.

there was public duty today at chinese garden, with rebekah, huixia, kaileun, kerri, emily, huiying and priscilla, because the sec1s had a trial run for the cross-country. (get to skip training, hehheh)
during the train ride everyone was gossiping about each other, and almost through the whole ride i was laughing, except the time what kai leun almost talked about me! wahhahhah so scary and awkward, but it's actually not considered lor! heh. but kai leun was humorous, i don't know why i kept laughing at the lame stuffs he says. :D
then when public duty finished, and almost every gessian soul was gone, rebekah, huixia, kaileun and i went up to the top of the pagoda.
very tired! with our bags and all, but kai leun was carrying all of our three shoebags. :D

the flight of stairs we had to walk up!
everyone was daring each other to jump down, or touch the statue at the end of the roof which was far out, or something risky and dangerous that you will fall of the pagoda. then kai leun said to throw something down, so rebekah threw an empty plastic bottle and i threw the cap. hahhah. we wanted to throw some more! then rebekah and i used her two hello kitty toy keychain and threw it downstairs!
then all four of us went to the ground floor to retrieve rebekah's keychains. both of it were small and soft, so nothing happened to the keychains.
then we went home!

i want to apply for direct school admission for JC! although O-levels's are like, one year later, i'm scared i can't enter ANY JCS with my L1R4/L1R5. the current calculated ones for my mid-term results are like, 25 and 33. argh!
but i don't have any talent leh, hahhah. track and field maybe? heh.

i'm spending my night tomorrow at ritz-carlton! wheeeeeeee!!!

2008-06-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

haven't blogged in a long time.
ay, i'm getting lazier nowadays. i haven't started on my holiday homework also!
uh, and i'm also much too lazy to upload the pictures i took in london.

today there was sj master parade, and i got promoted!
hahhah.a little surprised because i thought i wouldn't get promoted, and also my sister said, "i think you won't get promoted lor." hm. she's always saying stuff to try to bring me down. too bad it didn't work. HAH.
then i was the first female in the squad to be called, heh. sir hakim said there would be another promotion for us after our anco. wah then maybe cannot promoted already. ahahhah.
then later the officers decided to announce the posts, when we became ncos.
mine was the dreaded-by-all public duty post! but i'm the deputy only lah, waihan's got my back. hahhah.

i don't know if i can go to sentosa tomorrow; i haven't started on my moi! must do!

2008-05-28T17:18:00.004+08:00

monday's indiana jones wasn't bad. i thought the movie would be rotten.
and it turned out my mum's supplier friend didn't book the whole theatre. what a letdown. ._.
oh and my mum bought me new shoes because mine was in a horrible state. i eyed a pair at $80+ from crocs but ended up with a $25 one from north star. ._.

and yesterday when i went to the doctor's, he said my elbow is alright. i couldn't straighten my arm because my muscles are stiff. whahhahhah, phew.
wait, there's a down side to this.
it means i have to return to sj training. argh, the agony and suffering.

and......
FIVE MORE DAYS TO UK! wheeeeeeeeee!

oh no, st. john, st. john and more st. john is blocking my bright days ahead!
ahhh, i'm drowning in darkness and torture!
needless to say, st. john just ruins my life and spoils my mood and gets me mad.

2008-05-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

on saturday there was a stupid st. john ksj test at hq.
then kaileun said i wasn't myself. hahhah, i don't know why he said that, i felt perfectly fine. :D

today there was a-math remedial lesson, i wasn't sure what time the lesson started, i assumed it was at 10. then i met devy in the bus on my way to school, she said she felt sick and almost fainted in the mrt the day before. kind of surprising because i thought devy was the strong type.
when i reached school, everyone was there already. i asked mr phua if i was late, he said, "yes, we started at 8 plus."
hahhah, i really didn't know.

and my mum's supplier invited her and i to watch indiana jones tonight. i wasn't up for it at first, because the title of the movie alone sounded boring, so i hesitated. but when i knew the supplier booked the whole theatre, hahhah, yay, i wanted to go. :D

ohh and mdm sarifah just called, saying they couldn't bank in my cheque for the uk trip because its written in it $2618, instead of $2612. so i have to go to school tomorrow to give her a new one. ._.

tomorrow i'm going for my appointment at sgh, and after that, change my SGDs into pounds!
ahhahhah, seven more days of agony before going to uk!
wheeeeeee!

2008-05-14T11:49:00.002+08:00

my grandmother and i went to the hospital on monday to take out my cast.
but the doctor said i still have to put on the sling when i'm outside, so people would be aware.
he also told me to exercise my hand at home. so it's like self-physiotherapy.
then the doctor gave me two weeks' MC. means i don't have to go to school.
but i want to, to get my results.
not for anything else.

i feel insecure, like my elbow could easily dislocate again.

you know the kind of feeling, when you're straightening your arm already, and trying to do more than that?
that's the feeling i get with my right arm now. but it's not straight when it happens.
my arm feels foreign when i try, like it's not part of me. i can't reach my shoulder too.

oh, what have i done?

2008-05-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK.

i did the wrong paper on thursday. i did HCL when i was suppposed to do CL. i only realised it when i finished the paper and was about to hand it in, i was relieved that i wasn't going to fail - because it was really difficult - and peeved at the same time - because my eyes almost went blind looking at unidentifiable chinese characters, and racking my brain. then the lady from the general office told me to take the chinese paper after the biology paper.
my day ended at 2.

its been a week since the accident, and its kind of hard to type now, with the cast and all. i keep mistyping letters.
and i'll blog about last friday when i feel like it.
i've just realised, the first time i fractured my arm, it was also on a monkey bar, and the position that i landed on the floor was almost the same. hahhah, so cool right.

2008-04-27T15:24:00.010+08:00

friday after school rebekah and i went to develop the photos. then while we were choosing the 6 photos, the guy from the shop looked at the computer screen and asked, "you got take photography course ah?" HAHHAH! then i was being all modest. :D

however i have never taken a photography course before, i wish i could. ._.

then the guy gave me a discount! from $5 each to 4. i collected the photos at night, and i mounted them on the board. but 2 boards weren't enough for all six photos, so my mum - who would be going overseas the next day and was packing - told me to go back to bras basah the next day to buy one more, and at the same time take two more photos because i needed photos of another category, also i had too much photographs for "nature". i slept at 2am that day.

therefore during early afternoon yesterday i went to bras basah alone to buy the black mounting board. then i suddenly felt like going to the singapore flyer, and asked rebekah and amirah if they wanted to go. amirah wasn't interested, but rebekah didn't mind. after that i walked around raffles city, trying to find inspiration for two more photographs. i walked past a donut shop and thought of the category "people at work". then i took the pictures and realised they weren't competition-material, and moved on. then i saw the fountain, and went there to capture "children at play". again, not very attractive. moving on..

then i went into this shop that i've always liked so much. then i saw the way they arranged their products and thought of "abstract". it was better-looking, but i didn't have the right feeling about it.

i continued walking around, then out of the corner of my eye, i saw something colourful! i went into the coca trees and took pictures! i was proud of my work ( :D ), and decided on the photo to submit for "abstract".

then i went into the photo shop and told them to develop my picture. initially they said it would take one hour, but i didn't feel like waiting so i asked if it could be shorter. and half an hour it was, but the cost of that one picture was two times of each of the other pictures that i developed the day before. ._.

i went out of the shop and felt thirsty, so i went into the green tea shop to buy a drink. then i sat down, called my sister to do some stuffs for me at home, listened to my ipod, and drank my MINTY FREZZIE slowly, waiting for half an hour to pass. then i had a sudden urge to take a picture.

see the top left of the picture (not the 'O')? that's where my part time job would be at the end of next year! i was offered this year, but age was the problem. it doesn't help that my birthday falls on the last quarter of the year. but its fine, i like to be young! whahhahhah.

i finished my drink, but there was still a few minutes to half an hour. so i went back to the shop that i liked. i was walking around the small shop area, looking at interesting and queer stuffs. then i realised i spent twenty plus minutes there. so i went back to the photo shop a few minutes later because i went to the wrong direction and had to go back. then at the photo shop i saw my developed photo, and was DISAPPOINTED. the photo was a tad too yellowy. but i had no choice lor.

then i went home, put down my stuffs, mounted the 'yellowish' picture and another picture that i developed before, on the mounting board. ahh, i felt a sense of accomplishment and also relieved that i finally finished the set, after so long. BUT I NEED TO MAIL IT NOW! the post office isn't open on sundays, and i fear the stuff wouldn't reach by 30th April! argh.

anyway i went to meet rebekah at city hall, through citylink to esplanade to the singapore flyer.

the tunnel connecting citylink to esplanade is so nice, with so much arts.

rebekah took the ones below, i didn't find the real thing too appealing so i didn't take pictures of them. ._.

then i realised that we couldn't sneak up the ferris wheel anymore because there was a security check. ):

so we went to the 'popeye' restaurant for dinner. then we were sitting on the spinning chair. after eating, guess what? rebekah fell off the chair, because i guess i spun her too hard. :D

then when she was on the ground i was laughing so hard, but then came hiccups.

my conclusion after experience;

LAUGHTER + HICCUPS = NO AIR (i don't mean the song)

rebekah said i looked like i had an asthma attack. ._.

we played and spun around a little longer, then went home.

upon reaching home, bathed, changed, then i sat on the bed and read the magazine. then i saw THIS:

in case you can't see -

KFC ... ... ... CHICKEN that's ... BIGGER ... ... ... ...

look, kfc once-living chickens are being tortured even more than ever.

i remember the first time i saw this video last year. this is the reason i boycott kfc. but ignore the last part lah, hahhah.

2008-04-18T15:03:00.007+08:00

it was slightly drizzling in the morning, because the sky was sad. i looked up and there was a " ,_, " face in the sky. ):

english lesson was boring, as usual. everyone was bored stiff.

then timothy was playing with my camera.

then i took pictures! for fun.

i like taking pictures of timothy, i don't know why. whahahhah. :D

then amirah told me to take a picture of benjamin's lips. she thinks they're sexy, but i think they're average-looking. :D

oh, and benjamin sleeping during mr.phua's lesson. :D

i detest math by the way.

wh-hooo and i'm going to the drama club performance tonight! it was a last minute decision, because a week ago, tickets for friday night were already sold out, then amirah wasn't free on saturday. then today, we asked sultan if he could let us stand throughout the play or squeeze us in. because we reallyreallyREALLY wanted to go - the performance sounded nice, and the preview was nice too! it was stand, but after that he said there were stools/chairs that were stacked up high at the corners of the room or something, so we would sort of be taller than the audience. hahhah, that sounds better then being in the audience. :D

the 7dollars still count though.

goodbye for now then. (:

"I WISH LIFE WAS A MUSICAL" ~

2008-04-17T19:19:00.005+08:00

today is TANXINYI'S birthday. i totally forgot, but i'll probably give her a present on monday (:

starting off with math first two periods was really unbearable. i don't get the new chapters and with mid-years around the corner, i guess its time to freak out. but i'm not feeling any anxiousness. there must be something wrong with me. i don't want to fail my exams, if not i won't be allowed to go for the UK trip. hmmm, that will be my goal/motivation then.

the class went to tiong park during biology lesson today. i wasn't really listening to what ms.kong said, probably because i was busy playing. oops. :P
anyway, after school, amirah and i followed rebekah to tiong to do some stuff. before that we went to the park to play! rebekah looked retarded when she was spinning wildly on the swing. i don't know about me, hahhah.

and OHMYGODDDDD, there's ANOTHER photography contest, this time it's organized by the singapore flyer!!
i want to enter! there's one category that states that the photos must be taken on 15th april, and another category that requires photos be taken from inside the capsule! ahhhh! been there, done that. what's left is to submit the photos! whahahhah, i'm so excited! i don't expect to win the top prize, but i want to win something! even the consolation prize is a pair of tickets. :D

hilmi is irritating/annoying by the way.

i actually felt better about that, but you spoiled that impression with one sentence.

2008-04-16T17:25:00.015+08:00

yay yay i can solve the rubik's cube! well, sort of anyway. i'll need help sometimes. (:

this was taken on thursday. under my desk. with the cube timothy gave me and the chocolate with compliments from kai leun. hah.

timothy looks ready to kill. :D

there was a great opportunity yesterday night to take photos. but i screwed it up! the photos turned out blurry, must be because i moved. ._.

i wanted to submit them for the 'night scene' category for the photo competition which i mentioned before. the deadline's 30th april!

MUST TAKE 6 GORGEOUS PHOTOS QUICKLY !!

oh and i've decided not to feature people in my submitting photos.

anyway. see?

the real view was fantabulous, but it looks horrible here. even the photo size is disproportionate.

i remember i used to hang out with the boys everytime when i was in kindergarden. the girls didn't like me because i was too rough. but one particular female teacher liked me alot. ALOT! (:

i like sony!

and to end this post with something i took this afternoon under my block(:

2008-04-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

went to RHAPSODY on friday. it wasn't all that. it was okaaaayyyy.

i didn't favour any performance more than another. ._.

taken some pictures, but they aren't interesting/nice, therefore decided against posting them. i think i would prefer drama club's performance much better, but only saturday afternoon's tickets are left. i don't like watching this kind of stuff on mornings or afternoons. (:

i'm learning chess! i'm getting part of it, but there isn't a chess set for me to practice on.

perhaps i'll be going to the ferris wheel this saturday, to take photos for the 'night scene' category for the photography competition i'm planning to participate in. i've not decided yet, probably until i find some company(:

2008-04-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

decided to create a new blog. so there.(:

i managed to memorise the alphabets backwards today!
and i've always wanted to learn to solve the rubik's cube! others are doing it and i'm filled with admiration and envy. teach me, someone! i don't understand what the internet states. ._.